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I have a voice now!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
No I haven't register to vote and I don't plan on either. I am no longer afraid of other people say about me and I am no longer afraid to voice my thoughts. After recieving a hate note from a person in which I was trying tell the truth about what she was doing to one of my guy friends when I was around. For all I care, I am not afraid of what people say b/c I'm not afraid to have a voice. I rather have someone hate me for telling the truth rather than having someone like me and I can't voice my opinion or tell the truth. I learned this from Joel when he told me that he wanted to be straight forward honest than to start a web of lies. I thank Joel for telling me the truth even I am stubborn and didn't want to hear it. I admit that if I'm saying this, I am a total hypocrite b/c I can't handle the truth either. Oh well, I'm trying to turn over a new leaf and learning to accept the truth. I rather have friends who will let me voice my opinion than to just keep it to myself. I already don't have a voice at home so why can't I have a voice outside of my house. Sure, whatever I say is mean and hurtful but to be honest, it's my voice. The only way you can grow up is to stop worrying about what other people say and just let it be. That person wants to be bitchy, then let them be. They want to start drama, let them be. I don't understand why people need to start World War 3 with me trying to express my opinion/feelings and I'm bad at writing and plus I prefer to type. You people think that I'm talking smack behind your back but I'm not the only one. People aren't really as different as each other. Everyone bound to get smack talked behind their back myself included and don't think I don't know them. You think I never been through it before, but I have a lot and most of the people who trash talk about me are usually my friends. Yes, friends don't say smack behind your back but are you sure? You'll be surprised. Call me names or whatever you want but I'm no longer afraid to tell and express my feelings, thoughts and my opinion. Hate me for all I care...I prefer to get hated for trying to voice my opinions and thoughts rather to live a life filled with lies and no voice. Lying messes things up more than telling the truth. I know...that the mistake I made in both relationships. Another thing, in reality and not your imaginary world, things aren't always pretty, nice and/or plesant. You have to face what is coming. Overreacting shows you are immature. Your words no longer hurt me but it helps me see who you really are.
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